Like one thousand hummings birds

It was like someone punched me in the stomach, the feeling of nausea was suddenly present. It was the realization that I may return his feelings; It was the knowledge that I had hurt another. It was the acceptance of my past blunders, and the regret of knowing there were more to come.

Secrets make enemies, secrets take lives.

The new girl in town thinks she's got it all figured out - thinks she knows everything there is to know.

One little thing sends humanity spiraling downwards, while another shoots empathy through the heart.
Everyone has a secret.
Everyone has guilt.
Try to find safety in the middle of no-mans land. Laughs become lies, life becomes hollow. Listen to the voices, calling out.
Plea's of insanity.
Cries of hate.

She thought she knew it all - small town girl living in a big new world. Little boy doesn't understand the cruelty running through her head.

Escapes are easier planed than preformed. Addiction is harder everyday (what exactly is there to be addicted to....) Turn away, turn your back and run.

She's moving on again. New place in the world to visit, new lives to corrupt. Hidden sanctuary brought with her, hopes and dreams all packed up. She'll drown herself in the mirror.
Alone, alone in the mirror.

Somebody Take Me

I want to run away there.
Live.Laugh.Breathe.Love.
I'd leave everything behind.
Chase Me.Chase Me.Chase Me.
I'm going to live there - even for a small amount of time.
Too many influences. Too much beauty. Too much of what I want...-
-...all in one place.

Its a love story?

'And I said, "Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you, but you never come. Is this in my head? I don't know what to think..."




-Taylor Swift

Tonight as you close your eyes and pray for a better life...

Give me your attention,
Looking into what seems an eternity away

Life and death is just a game
you can’t have the pleasure without the pain

Small steps, stuttering words
take everything a day at a time

Can this be labeled as an accident?
Was it all a cursed chain of events?

We’ll blame each other
Till we realize its not worth our while

Stay the way we are
Stopping the transformation

At no time can we gain control

I always swore

Sometimes
You need to learn to accept people you normally wouldn't

Sometimes
You need to reach out to those that have hurt you in the past

Sometimes
You need to love others, even though they are flawed

Sometimes
All anyone needs is a smile

Sometimes
Laughter is the best medicine of all

Sometimes
A kiss makes everything better

Sometimes
You just need someone who understands you and is there to listen.

Sometimes
You just need your friends

Sometimes
You just need your parents

Sometimes
You want to fade away into nothing

Avenged Sevenfold

Boys and Girls,

All I can say is that it was the best show/night of my life.
It was just amazing.
Burn Halo, Shadows Fall, and Sevenfold.

Spectacular!

They're making a new album
...that means they're coming back soon.

Lets repeat the evening?