I am absolutely lifeless; absolutely limitless.

to achieve perfection.

Must achieve perfection.

Routine set in place.

Must continue to plan.

I want to be beautiful.

strive to be thin.

Please, God...hear my prayers.

I need you now, i've relapsed now and can't find myself.

I want to help others, yet i can't help myself.

conviction, conviction, conviction, forgiveness, assistance, perfection...

limitless.

I need an out.

a way to salvage myself from the rest of the world.

I can't fall back into the game of cat and mouse. i must succeed.

Show those who doubted, those who created hardship, that I am extraordinary.

can't give them reasons to speak.

Display outer beauty - never allow them to think less of me.

to insult..

I need to do this.

I can't keep constantly hiding behind others.

behind him.

Make my own decisions, others won't know: won't see won't hear.

Just be quiet.

acceptance soon follows.

i've relapsed and i'm beyond the point of salvation.

I need someone to watch me, because I am swimming out to sea.

to be the best.

I need to be the best; i must not contain fault for i will be loved, accepted and cherished.

I will be enlightened, i will be unstoppable..

i will show others i can rise above this...

I will have them attest to my strength

my shape

my beauty

the intelligence

the tears are never stopping.