to achieve perfection.
Must achieve perfection.
Routine set in place.
Must continue to plan.
I want to be beautiful.
strive to be thin.
Please, God...hear my prayers.
I need you now, i've relapsed now and can't find myself.
I want to help others, yet i can't help myself.
conviction, conviction, conviction, forgiveness, assistance, perfection...
limitless.
I need an out.
a way to salvage myself from the rest of the world.
I can't fall back into the game of cat and mouse. i must succeed.
Show those who doubted, those who created hardship, that I am extraordinary.
can't give them reasons to speak.
Display outer beauty - never allow them to think less of me.
to insult..
I need to do this.
I can't keep constantly hiding behind others.
behind him.
Make my own decisions, others won't know: won't see won't hear.
Just be quiet.
acceptance soon follows.
i've relapsed and i'm beyond the point of salvation.
I need someone to watch me, because I am swimming out to sea.
to be the best.
I need to be the best; i must not contain fault for i will be loved, accepted and cherished.
I will be enlightened, i will be unstoppable..
i will show others i can rise above this...
I will have them attest to my strength
my shape
my beauty
the intelligence
the tears are never stopping.
