So these are the facts

Don't you love birthday season? Its a time where I sit and contemplate...-

Congratulations! You've been alive for one more year and in that time, these are all the mistakes you have made! But don't worry, fotunately for you, we have given you ANOTHER year to screw up! FREE OF CHARGE!

-...I don't enjoy this time of year. Something always manages to go wrong. Someone always manages to forget. I hurt, I bleed and then I think, maybe I don't want another year maybe I shoud just end it...-

No refunds or exchanges. Warantity good for ONE year!

-...What a romantic way to meet death. Exit the same way you came in...-

Please enjoy this year and we do hope to see you again in the future! Thankyou for shopping in hell!

-...but of course propper young ladies musnt think such things.

Breathe In - Contract - Breathe Out

Someone help me, I'm suffocating.
Lungs don't remember how to work - recall how to push the blood to my head.
Circulate.Circulate.Circulate.Pause.Circulate.Pause.Pause.Pause.....



Life's a bitch, and then you die.

Like one thousand hummings birds

It was like someone punched me in the stomach, the feeling of nausea was suddenly present. It was the realization that I may return his feelings; It was the knowledge that I had hurt another. It was the acceptance of my past blunders, and the regret of knowing there were more to come.

Secrets make enemies, secrets take lives.

The new girl in town thinks she's got it all figured out - thinks she knows everything there is to know.

One little thing sends humanity spiraling downwards, while another shoots empathy through the heart.
Everyone has a secret.
Everyone has guilt.
Try to find safety in the middle of no-mans land. Laughs become lies, life becomes hollow. Listen to the voices, calling out.
Plea's of insanity.
Cries of hate.

She thought she knew it all - small town girl living in a big new world. Little boy doesn't understand the cruelty running through her head.

Escapes are easier planed than preformed. Addiction is harder everyday (what exactly is there to be addicted to....) Turn away, turn your back and run.

She's moving on again. New place in the world to visit, new lives to corrupt. Hidden sanctuary brought with her, hopes and dreams all packed up. She'll drown herself in the mirror.
Alone, alone in the mirror.

Somebody Take Me

I want to run away there.
Live.Laugh.Breathe.Love.
I'd leave everything behind.
Chase Me.Chase Me.Chase Me.
I'm going to live there - even for a small amount of time.
Too many influences. Too much beauty. Too much of what I want...-
-...all in one place.

Its a love story?

'And I said, "Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you, but you never come. Is this in my head? I don't know what to think..."




-Taylor Swift

Tonight as you close your eyes and pray for a better life...

Give me your attention,
Looking into what seems an eternity away

Life and death is just a game
you can’t have the pleasure without the pain

Small steps, stuttering words
take everything a day at a time

Can this be labeled as an accident?
Was it all a cursed chain of events?

We’ll blame each other
Till we realize its not worth our while

Stay the way we are
Stopping the transformation

At no time can we gain control