I could get used to this

I want you to love me.

...just like you used to.

Comfort me.

Stay with me.

Reasure me.

Hold me.

The greatest thing to ever happen to me.

Please don't let me down;

Just stay with me.

For You

Sickness eats me away from the inside.

Vile, disgruntled, lifeless child.

Moodiness acts a sort of personification. 

Jealous, angry, helpless girl.

Fear feeds them.

Abandoned, rejected, pitiful being.

Hope keeps everything together.

Lovely, naive, merciful human.

To Be Haunted

Help, I'm Alive. 

My Heart Keeps Beating like a Hammer.

Hard to be Strong 

Tough to be Tender.

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And when you notice the excuse has lost its effect,

take a step in the opposite direction.

And once you've noticed truth to the situation, 

escape the lies which trapped you

And once you've cut those ties,

  free fall into the twilight zone.

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'Sitting a top cloud number nine'

He's charming and endearing,

...and I'm comfortable.

See the Whole, not the Fragment

The distinction of human idea's and philosophies. 

Credit them. 

Give the recognition they deserve - share the limelight. 

Even slightly. 

Ask the questions, don't pose an argument.

Never has their been a need for ignorance. 

Wrong is wrong, is wrong, is wrong. 

Don't question what you're unsure of, what your insecure of. 

Give them the chance to explain.

What else can I say? 

Turn around and come back this way.

The Next Big Thing!

A post for giggles - 

To Miss Angeance. 

A film Overview; 

Characters - 

The Male - Sendhil Ramamurthy 

His Leading Lady - Ellen Page

Her 'Lady-In-Waiting' - Rachel McAdams 

The Brother - Zachary Baker 

The Lawyer - Kristen Stewart 

The Jury - Taylor Lautner 

The Confidant - Jennifer Anniston 

The Confider - Zac Efron

The Mystical Fire - Vanessa Hudgens 

Experience the Awkwardness.

Circles, Squares and Triangles.

The only thing that you will have for the rest of your mortal life is your memories.

Statement; Correct.      [At least in my mind; feel free to argue.] 

Nothing in life is permanent, especially not materialistic things. 

Today's favourite 'feel good' outfit; tomorrow's out of style trash. [Not permanent.]

Your chosen career path which brings about wealth and happiness; Retirement. [Not permanent.]

Your family and friends whom you love dearly; Distance and Death. [Not permanent.] 

Your home which you've worked so hard to create and establish; Natural Disaster, Repossession, Moving, Divorce... [Not permanent.] 

Do you see what I'm getting at? Nothing in this world last forever other than the memories of the times you've created and the people who have become have taken the center stage and accepted their secondary roles in your life. The laughs, the tears, hopes and fears. The loved, the lost, and the unexpected; every significant event is recorded in our mind and available for play back at any given moment.  [Permanent.]

Not everything, nor everyone has a fairy tale ending. Not everyone will grow up to marry their highschool sweet heart, have two fantastic children, with the career they've always dreamed of. Some people will have nothing, as hard as that is to say, except their memories. No significant other, not children, no dream job; perhaps their working to meet ends meat, maybe they're not working at all. 

Life becomes to hard to handle, and we don't know how to react. Sit back, relax, and press play in your mind. Remember the good times, the bad, and the lessons you've learned along the way. Remember the bruises you've collected and the scars that will continue to prove as a form of education; a push in the right direction. Reconnect with your childhood, laugh at the awkwardness adolescents brought, savour young adult hood, and relish every moment you've had alive on this earth as it has shaped you into the person you are today. 

No matter what happens; you always have the ability to change your life for the better. Fix things, make them suited to your life style. Don't give up; think to the past and allow it to positively influence your future. 

When life throws you lemons, don't make lemonade; throw them back and insist on orange juice.